dramatic moodswings should be ending soon thanks to abilify. sorry for the craziness, folks.
the past few months were pretty rough
a couple times wished we both were dead
i never cried like that before
i thought my eyes would pop out of my head
I was at Hot Topic and saw this cool tshirt for some band or something called Bring Me the Horizon and idk what bring me the horizon is and don’t really care but the shirt is cute so i’ll wear it
This was an experiment. See how people started getting mad at me for “buying” a Bring Me The Horizon shirt, when I said I really knew nothing about them? How I said I bought it simply because I thought it was cute? Completely disregarding who the band was?
This is how people from other cultures feel when you purchase and wear garb from their culture with no knowledge of what that garb symbolizes and means. If you wear or use something for the wrong reasons, people get mad.
This has got to be by far one of the best ways to explain cultural appropriation to people.
my life isn’t hard compared to other people, no. but that does not mean my feelings aren’t valid. everyone struggles in different ways, and everyone handles their struggles differently.
because there is so, so much to be angry about. i don’t pretend there isn’t.
You’ve gotta swim
Swim for your life
Swim for the music
That saves you
When you’re not so sure you’ll survive
You gotta swim
And swim when it hurts
The whole world is watching
You haven’t come this far
To fall off the earth
i’m so angry. why am i so full of hatred and rage?
need something to help me sleep.